This'll Be Short

Hey. Just got some things floating around in my head. I'm needing to remind myself that these posts don't have to be long. (That they'll probably be better appreciated and more likely to be read if not long, too...) Plus, maybe I won't become too pensive as a result. :)

Anyway. I was just realizing how much I seem to do things with the hope that if I do them, that means others will do the same for me, too. Selfish, I know... And I don't do what I do solely for that reason. I really do do the things that I do because I want to and because of whatever reason I give per action.

Take my reading of others' blogs for example: I read theirs because I hope they'll read mine and comment on mine in return. But that's not the only reason I read others' blogs. I am truly and thoroughly interested in their thoughts and how much they bare to the world.

I know that sounds creepy, but I think I'm starting to become desperate for a friend. And so I act weird and almost creeper-ish to find one. x.x

Anyway. I'm wondering if other people do the same that I do. (I am using "do" a lot, it seems...) I don't know. Call it curiosity. Call it search for connection. Call it whatever. I'm just pretty sure people do things with the "Golden Rule" in my: do unto others as you'd have them do unto you. Oh what an equivalent exchanging world we live in... :(

*M